Monday, December 28, 2015

Excerpt: The Hole in the Wall

It was Hole in the Wall where Emerson got his first job in San Francisco; a low-pressure position behind a counter selling hot dogs and ice cream cones. Perhaps he wouldn’t be so busy that he couldn’t study a little Chinese along the way.
An endless stream of tourists waited in a queue, shuffling slowly passed the hot dog stand, inching closer to the turntable near Market Street, to catch the famous cable car as it was turned on Powell Street back up and over the hill to Fisherman’s Wharf.
The Hole in the Wall was frequented mostly by white tourist families , but occasionally a Chinese man would go in, not for ice cream, but to ask Emerson strange questions like “How is business?” or “What day is today?”. They wanted him to tell Bruce Gao that they were there. Emerson called Mama Gao who was across the street somewhere in an office in the Woolworth Building. Emerson started wondering exactly what his store was a hole in the wall for. He soon found out.
Bruce Gao was a Chinese-American who hired Emerson. The short, thin, mustached entrepreneur in dark sunglasses would stop into the store every morning all summer and then rush out to the street to the cable car turntable a few yards down near the Market Street terminus where willing volunteers helped push the antique cars around; an endearing photo opportunity for visitors. Bruce was there with a Polaroid camera to snap them up for five dollars a shot. His Caucasian wife stood nearby wearing an advertising sandwich around her shoulders. She collected the fees Bruce handed her.
Fingers plucked a pre-tuned guitar, holding the pick with the only two fingers he had, playing Musslewhite slide-guitar with the aluminum top of a mixed-drink shaker wedged over the stump where his left hand had been. He played it so well. Slide guitar was as natural to him as a split fingered- slider was to Mordecai Peter Centennial "Three Finger" Brown, the famous handicapped pitcher. Like Fingers, he didn’t know how he played so well because he had never played any other way. Fingers played the Delta blues, with the red-felt lined guitar case in front of him, on the street. The endless line of summer tourists waited behind the ropes slung along the cable car line on Powell Street down to the BART Station promenade on Market Street.
“Look at that,” Fingers said to Emerson standing at the popcorn machine on the sidewalk, “That cheapskate just threw in a friggin’ dime.”
“Are you with the cable car company?” Emerson asked naively.
“Am I with what? Say what?” Fingers grimaced. “You’re surely joking, right?”
“No, I’m serious; they should pay you for entertaining the crowd,” Emerson replied enthusiastically.
“Yeah right; I scare the hell out of those buggers.” He gestured to the stumps at the end of his arms. “That’s what you get for being stoned drunk and falling asleep across a railroad track.”
Fingers had a captive audience for “Born under a Bad Sign,” which he most certainly was, and “Sittin’ on Top of the World,” which he most certainly wasn’t. Occasionally, some kid’s father would acknowledge Fingers by sending a daughter with a quarter to put in Finger’s guitar case; you could see him point her towards Finger’s cash case saying, “Go on; don’t be afraid.” But the child’s fear of approaching a fat, hand-less, Samoan with a guitar on the street was enough to make him think twice. Fingers had such a sweet smile though. But most tourists tried their best not to look at or hear Fingers, at all.
The line got shorter each cute cable car filled after being pushed around the turntable by the happy call for “volunteers” by the brakemen, to return up Powell Street to Fisherman’s Wharf. To be stuck in front of Fingers, listening to another rendition of “Summertime,” in the heat of a San Francisco summer, was more painful to some shy tourists than being stuck upside-down on an amusement park ride.
Occasionally, when things got slow, Fingers berated the crowd for being cheapskates. Minutes passed between songs without donations. He’d go into another rendition of “I’d Rather Go Blind than to See You with Another Man.” Parents cringed as their kiddies tugged at their pants and asked why the fat in singer in the Tom Sawyer could play the guitar but had no hands. “Could he really go blind that way? Did he see her touch another man?”
Bruce Gao’s mother showed up at The Hole in the Wall regularly; she was all business. Even shorter than her five-foot tall son. When she came, Emerson had to pretend he didn’t know Fingers. Unlike her son, she’d breeze passed Emerson at the popcorn machine without a “hello,” scurry down the narrow space in front of the counter, and expect him to follow behind. There, she rang up the cash register, opened the till, and counted the money witnessed. The income had to match the number of hot dogs and spiced sausages floating in the aluminum tub of hot oil-dotted water.
“How many hot dog you sell?” just to test him; she knew how many there should be justified.
“Fourteen.”
“Then why fifteen missing?”
“I had one for a snack.”
“It not lunch time yet.”
“I was hungry.”
“No eat behind counter; okay? Not professional,” she strongly said, took the extra cash, added five more dogs from the refrigerator, and left the store with Emerson almost at attention.
Emerson learned she had an office in the Woolworth building across the street. She processed photographs there, he later learned, for fake passports and visas. How did he learn?

Emerson went home on the Market Street streetcar. When it made the turn onto Church Street, he was just a few blocks away from home. Bob was there to greet him. Bob was the man who lived downstairs in the small Victorian house. He seemed nice enough, introducing his wife, Cathy and his two little daughters; a lovely woman and two lovely little girls.
The chaos started a few nights later at nine o’clock. The cool evening air was unstable. One blanket cloud, in high wind, marched east in the sky from off the Pacific Ocean to engulf San Francisco. The streets became urgent, sounds muffled.
      First Emerson could hear angry voices through the air duct in the wall behind the refrigerator; high-pitched tortured squeals dying with deep articulations like growls. Through the window now he heard them, boomeranging of the shocking pink plastic siding off the house across the alley.

      How do you get false papers to be smuggled to America? Every day that the sun shined during the summer, Bruce Gao was out by the cable car roundhouse taking Polaroid photos of kids with their parents. It was a front. The real business took place upstairs in the Woolworth building where Bruce’s mother was getting phone calls and making arrangements with snakeheads in Canton. The stolen passports were the job of Bruce Gao’s wife. While Bruce was taking photos of dads with their kids, his Caucasian wife was charmingly sneaking up behind them and lifting the passport from pop’s pocket. The handoff was made and brought to Mama Gao in the print shop where all the mechanisms were available for changing photos and names on passports using the original sensitive paper, changing the code, and sending it on its way to the recipient across the Pacific in China. Emerson knew something was going on when single middle-aged Chinese men entered the Hole in The Wall looking for Bruce or Mama Gao. They had no interest in a bag of popcorn or having their souvenir photo taken. Theirs were bigger fish to fry. 
      Emerson didn’t find out how it was done until years later when he was teaching at Norman Thomas High School. That’s when he met Ting Wang, a thirteen year old when his parents paid smugglers $25,000 to take him from his village in China to the United States. He had enrolled himself there, thanks to his immigration attorney who had searched for a legal solution and had gotten him a visa meant for victims of human trafficking – usually meant for people who were brought to America against their will, like women forced to work as prostitutes.
      It starts when the parents of a Chinese youth contracts a “snakehead,” a local mafia loan shark who promises to take the youth where he can have a better life and earn $1000 a month instead of $100 working at a restaurant in San Francisco. When he arrived, in a phone conversation with his mom, he learned that he had to send money home or their lives would be in danger. When the debt is paid off, the family is free. Immigration authorities detain thousands of unaccompanied youth trying to enter the U.S. Ting Wang was one that made it through.
      One snakehead’s connection was Bruce Gao and family. Mama Gao knew people from the youth’s village and did them a service. The doctored passports and visas were contracted for and picked up by an agent, a U.S. citizen who brought it to back to China and accompanied the youth on the return, pretending to be a relative. The whole transaction was done in cash. The agent was then supposed to set up employment for the youth and guide him on his way, but it often didn’t happen like that.
Once Ting Wang was brought to America, he was on his own. His mother told him to look around for employment agencies in Chinatown and he did, but he was told he was too young and turned away again and again spending the first five nights sleeping on a bench in the Embarcadero, until by chance he met a man from his village who offered him a job in his garment factory.
Emerson didn’t know about any of that when he hawked hot dogs at the Hole in the Wall; only that there was some funny business going on. To the Gao family, Emerson was a Trojan Horse. In an attempt to get them to lay him off so he could collect unemployment insurance, he threatened them not realizing how close he got to getting himself killed.
“I know what you’re up to,” he said
“What? What am I up to?” Bruce questioned cautiously when he stopped by to see what mess Emerson had caused; Emerson took to tossing a hot dog through the fan they had placed at the end of the counter and watching as it splattered all over the tiny store. Then, he would slowly clean it up, until Bruce got the picture, but Mama Gao wouldn’t suffer the contribution she would have to make to let him go, so she kept him on. However, they couldn’t jeopardize their smuggling racket and finally relented, but not before sending Emerson a warning.
It happened one day that a check his aunt had sent from New York had gotten lost in the mail. Emerson knew it was a month late because his aunt kept checking on it for him. Then, one day, Bruce Gao handed Emerson the envelope that contained the check at work and said that he had found it on the street near his home; what a coincidence. It was a warning. Emerson got laid off but knew he had better not look back once he was gone.
      “I lost my job today,” said Emerson when he saw Bob in his usual five o’clock spot; on the steps outside the house, beer can in hand.
      “Oh, so sorry. That’s tough.”
      “No, it’s okay; I wanted to get laid off. Now I can collect unemployment insurance and get food stamps,” explained Emerson. 

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

Excerpt: Eyewitness to 911


It was a crisp cool September day, one week into the new term at Norman Thomas, the momentous summer school experience behind him,  a morning that made Emerson glad he was alive and living in the greatest city on earth; sunshine (warm enough to wear a t-shirt) clean air, and cosmopolitan. He got dressed, had coffee, walked down two flights of stairs carrying his bicycle to the front steps of his loft and out onto the streets of Manhattan. His route to work never varied; up Avenue A to 15th Street and made a left, then a right up Irving Place to avoid the traffic mess at Union Square and stop off at his mom’s apartment on 20th Street near Gramercy Park. He chained the bike to the fence (the doorman said it would be okay) and went upstairs to return a baking tray Mom said she needed for dinner next weekend for Rosh Hashanah September 18th. Finding Mom well, he left to ride to Park Avenue South, turned right, and arrived at Norman Thomas at 33rd on time, chained the bike to the school fence and went in.   
Once in school, he moved his time card to the in-box and proceeded to his first class 7:52; forty-two minutes later, to the teachers’ cafeteria he would go for another cup of coffee and a buttered roll until 9:21 am; period three. He cleaned the chalk board and headed over.
8:51 am, he was standing at the counter about to pay Carol when he overheard the radio that stayed on all day, WINS 1010 news station:
“A plane has just crashed into the World Trade Center,” the reporter said. Carol and Emerson gave an ear.
“What happened?” asked Emerson as he poured milk into his coffee cup.
“An airplane flew into the Trade Center,” she replied nonchalantly, taking his change and ringing him up.
“A big plane?”
“They say a private plane.”
“Hope no one inside got hurt.”
“Yeah, right?”
Mom was home. Perhaps she was watching TV and could see what was going on. He carefully walked his coffee over to the ancient wooden booth in the corner and opened the accordion doors.
 “Hi Mom; say, on TV do me a favor and flip through the channels to see if there is a bulletin about some plane flying into the WTC?”
      She told him it was on all channels. She said it wasn’t a private plane; it was a commercial jet “…and there is smoke coming out of one of the towers. Oh -my -God!” he heard her exasperatedly say.

“What is it?!?”
“A jet just flew into the other tower!!!” It was 9:03 am. “Emerson, something bad is happening!” Outside the phone booth, Emerson could see half a dozen teachers stand to listen to Carol’s radio. Mom wanted to watch. “Call me back.”
Carol turned the radio up. Ms. Vole got on the public address system:
“I would like your attention. Teachers, stop what you’re doing. There is a tragedy unfolding in Lower Manhattan. The Twin Towers have been hit by two planes.” The students didn’t hear much else until the magic words “rapid dismissal” filtered through their minds. “Teachers, escort your classes to the exits.”
A middle-aged secretary rushed into the cafeteria in tears. Her son, she cried, was a stock broker in there she couldn’t get in touch with. Carol came from behind the counter to hug her.
 A physical education teacher walked by prancing around the halls, livid, agitated.” Why aren’t they getting everyone into the basement?” he called out to anyone who heard. “Why are we still standing here?” He didn’t mention the two thousand students who were presently streaming out onto the streets. The gongs had finished sounding. On the streets, traffic was still moving. Here and there, police cars with sirens screaming rushed south downtown.
Emerson walked up the stairs to the ninth floor teachers’ lounge, the one facing southwest toward the two smoldering buildings. Inside there were many teachers glaring out the window at the chaos two miles away. Students still in the hall disobeying the rapid dismissal, in a frenzy of carnival excitement, were enjoyably being chased around the building by security guards
      Perhaps Emerson was stunned; his colleagues gawked at him motionless at the window, unresponsive to their wails and cursing. These same teachers who had kept him out of their cliques for ten years; he wished them in the burning towers. What sympathy did they care to give Emerson about 3,000 dead in Taiwan’s earthquake two years earlier? “Where did you say you lived? Thailand? Isn’t that part of China?” This tragedy they couldn’t avoid feeling but Emerson wished they were closer.
      Emerson had his mind on a despondent Canadian flyer, the latest in a chronic problem of Canadians invading United States air space inadvertently. This gentleman had a plan to die by friendly fire. The AWAC Airborne Warning and Control System had detected him immediately and led him back over the border. These were commercial jets the radio said had taken off from Boston International Airport. Impossible that they got this far undetected.
      While Emerson’s colleagues scurried from floor to floor wanting to be close to each other and say their final goodbyes, just in case, hugging each other in mutual mock fear of an imminent attack, like the ones they had gotten used to seeing in the action films of Hollywood, Emerson had other concerns.
      His first thoughts were of a U.S. government conspiracy; the ruling class wanted to seal the fate of American working people, he thought, now that they received such cognitive violent reactions to the domination plans of World Trade Organization and International Monetary Fund; it would be harder to implement without terrorizing the people first. Step one: Seal the workers means of livelihood. Step two: Paralyze them with fear of a foreign enemy. Step three: Empty the public coffers paying off corporate projects the people opposed. Enslave them once and for all by destroying unions, make them all part-timer workers without security or pension. Make them struggling people who have no time to organize resistance. This is what Emerson thought in the hour after the first plane crashed as the South Tower, then, in a ball of smoke, it toppled. Emerson kept his thoughts as the North Tower fell a half hour later.
      Emerson saw the whole picture from the other side. The mounting consciousness-raising of populist progressives in the ‘90’s all came tumbling down. Already, Emerson was no longer able to speak out about any of the wild thoughts he had in his mind. Surely he would be called insensitive at best and a terrorist sympathizer, or worse, if he said a word.
It was such a common ruling class tactic; creating terror, forming foreign (or domestic) enemies. He had seen its aftermath first hand in Taiwan; the Chinese Communist threat, and then the Taiwanese workers, paralyzed, accepting a two-party system in a bloodless revolution; anything was better than terror.
When the Twin Towers came crashing down, so did Emerson’s aspirations of making a sustainable world for the children to live in, helping families gain safe work places and living wages, ultimately abolishing the wage system altogether. A jubilee was not on the capitalist menu.
Emerson wasn’t giving up though; he had to fight back, more now than ever. There was still some time, he thought. While the government used the attack as an excuse to set up blanket surveillance and militarize the police forces, there was still time. Over the next few days, with memorials popping up at Union Square and around the city, Emerson knew he wasn’t the only one with these same thoughts of hope and fight-back, but not against the Muslim targets.
As he watched replays on TV of the disaster from a dozen angles, except one, he did not think of giving up the fight. He spent more time on the streets in demonstrations against scapegoating Muslims. More union organizing was done in and out of school. To Emerson and the progressive community, it was a matter of who got to the dungeon door first, the workers or the CIA. The door would be opened, now, or closed forevermore. Emerson was sticking to the union; you couldn’t scare him.   
 All the classes in New York City were suspended until further notice to give staff time to work out ways of helping students cope with the tragedy. The Board of Ed. held closed meetings with city reps, principals and counselors to make plans.
After a day off, classes resumed Thursday. Most students were absent. Nothing was normal. Groups of student congregated outside the building talking to others, staring into space as dozens of emergency vehicles continued to stream downtown. The flag flew at half-staff. On Monday, the High School of Economics and Finance, students and teachers, were to report to Norman Thomas at 1 p.m. The schools located below 14th Street in Lower Manhattan remained closed indefinitely.
Each school in New York City strained to get back to normalcy. How do you address the needs of students after all this violence? "We just don't know what else they're going to hit," Emerson heard a student say. The terrorism was taking effect.
Children cried. Loved ones were obliterated. There was no closure, just open wounds and the task of cleaning up the rubble. Bin Laden’s family was whisked away, given passage back to Saudi Arabia; it wasn’t really in the news; no one noticed. Israeli offices in the WTC had the day off on September 11th but it was anti-Semitic to say so. The poet laureate of New Jersey, Amiri Baraka (born Everett LeRoi Jones) after reading “Someone Blew up America,” had his title taken away for saying so. Emerson could have been proud of his connection to the ones chosen to be protected, but he was just ashamed.
The ignorant followed the media and blamed Muslim terrorists, ignoring that Bin Laden was a U.S. CIA-paid operative from Saudi Arabian allies. Emerson saw folks crying on the streets, holding their heads low, cursing the Middle World, and justifying any U.S. government retaliation. It was so convenient. The angry eyes of laissez-faire colleagues, apologists for U.S. global domination, supporters of commercialism, defenders of sweatshops in the name of low prices, the outsourcing of pollution an workplace abuses, anti-immigrant forgetters of their own American heritage.
The hardest folk for Emerson to face were those who had family and friends that were collateral damage in the destruction. He couldn’t tell them what he knew was the truth. Each victim, to a fault, blamed it on Muslims, but Muslim students at Norman Thomas had their families under siege; parents taken from their beds in the middle of the night and put into detention cells somewhere in Brooklyn.
All open minds had to keep their mouths shut; Emerson was the exception. He had already been ostracized by the Jewish clique for not defending Israel and for defending Muslim students. He had been called a “dreamer” by the union chapter leadership for supporting grass-root collective decision making and inclusion in the chapter, a loose cannon at Teacher-Administrative meetings, anti-Christian by the Italian clique for not participating in Christmas.

Across the Western World, and especially in the United States, the doors of perception were being bolted shut, the outcasts cast out, wires tapped, internet followed, as flag pins started popping up on every suit lapel on TV news people.