12: Bread & Roses on ICE
(Updated 2-23-15)
After Emerson’s secret mission in Taiwan, and
his convalescence from vasectomy, he threw himself into preparing his students
for midterm examinations. The American labor union movement with the Industrial
Workers of the World beckoned him back.
Shemp Hollander felt
no surprise. He knew that if Xin-Mei could hook up with him she could hook up with
anyone. He looked around the office he had carved out for himself in the
abandoned tenement. There was the desk, broken drawer hanging lopsided over the
stack of papers he'd piled on the floor to keep the desk up. When he picked up
the phone, he remembered who he wanted to call but by the time he got to
dialing, he had forgotten. He was a certain man, certain of wanting to have his
notch in the world that he had hastily carved out with a kitchen knife intact.
His world of broken banisters and steps that might fall through into the
basement satisfied him. Shemp figured that since he wasn't living in luxury and
that the tenants didn't have to pay rent regularly that he wasn't a slumlord or
landlord or any lord at all. He took solace in thinking himself a common man, a
friend to the new avant guard of the Lower Eastside. It was as simple as ABC
and it was no Rio.
The smelly shoes Shemp
had worn (for how long he couldn't remember) was the bottom that sandwiched his
ragged body, thinning wiry hair on top up in all directions, not combed or
brushed. The ragamuffins in his tenement shack loved him better for not doing
so. Young dumpster divers and artsy-midnight vegans mixed their glop of
homeless goop that they had accumulated to cook in Mr. Shemp Hollander’s kitchen.
It passed through the wholesome meatless kitchen on his way to his office and
gave a deep smell, so deep that his nostrils caused a shimmy in his stubbed
lips that almost assembled a smile. He stood, looking at the virginal runaway
chefs with babushkas on their unattended self-cut hair and said, "Smells
good; save some for me." He would have eaten it himself, he said, if he
had been around.
But he left the ramshackle dilapidation to
return across Rivington Street to his fine studio, the one with all the accouterments
of basic bourgeois life: a shade on a light bulb, toilet paper, not old
newspaper, on the rack near by the toilet. He could even change into a pair of
comfy slippers if he wished, which he didn't. He wanted to call someone to ask
if they knew where Xin-Mei had gone, taken the baby child and gone. The last
accouterment of his alter-life would be an outdoors ceremony on the top a
grassy knoll near a babbling stream with birds singing. If they got married, he
told himself, it would be with flowers in their hair and bands of bells around
their ankles. They would exchange hemp rings.
"Tell her I
called," he said after the phone was picked up on the fifth ring and
answered. The mother on the other end of the line didn't know where Xin-Mei was,
either and was there something wrong? Was her daughter okay; she thought she
and Shemp were getting along well. She had seen the two with the baby just a
month ago. What happened? Shemp assured her that everything was alright and he
just thought she might be there but shoe was probably at another friend's
place. He hung up not concerned that he had made the grandmother of his
common-law wife's child nervous; she isn't his mother-in-law, he told himself,
because they weren't married.
Across the river Xin-Mei
sat on the floor of the childcare room with a dozen not well dressed children
horsing around and pulling out anything that didn't move. Downstairs in another
dilapidated house somewhere in Bushwich, crushed between two warehouse yards,
each with a troop of junkyard watchdogs, over a hundred latter day hippies
squeezed through the narrow hallway where another hundred latter day hippies
slouched, coughed, and smelled their sweet essence of freedom onto each others'
convenience. The racquet of sound no so much enjoyed but felt with deep bass
runs and someone's vocal 90% echo and 10% talked throughout the monotone raga.
Out back, in the half sheltered yard, gotten to through a door barely passable
in unpainted abandon as all doorways are unless painted, and down a half
thought out step composed of half brick and half cement of two different
colors, through three overweight young bearded vegan men who like their
cigarettes self rolled and lipped, out there Adonis was starting to light a
fire, a campfire he said, using a table leg and any other wood that didn't look
like it was doing any good. He liked starting fires for any reason or none at
all. On a sofa that the second party had removed after finding and left for this
party to return to a house for the fourth coming sat four slumped fellows and a
female who was one of the boys, passing a very large joint and trying not to
squint awkwardly. Upstairs, right about the kitchen that abutted this junked
backyard where Adonis made a barbecue "because I feel like making a
fire" with nothing to barbecue of meat or vegetable matter, the smoke,
brown and white with burned and steamed fuel drifted up past the wood plank
foolishly placed over the barbecue pit essentially making half the small
backyard and all dozen of its denizens part of the barbecue pit themselves, all
smoked what they were smoking. The smoke footed up, when the firs died down
thanks to pots of water splashed on the stupid idea from someone in the kitchen
within tossing distance and a clear path from the sink to the window just above
Adonis’ barbecue, the smoke rose and as it rose, the wind kindled the breeze,
with the smoke hitchhiking, into the window where a dozen children of one to
eight years old with no father or mother any more married than Mr. Hollander
and Shin-Mei were. Shin-Mei sat with Mr. Covert who volunteered to be in the
room with the children ("watching" the children not exactly required)
since Shin-Mei was there, too, and he had shacked up with her when she showed a
desire for him and left Rivington street digs.
He would have smelled
the smoke if he was there, but he wasn't. Instead, Mr. Shemp Hollander sat in
the studio preparing for another day at the place called Rio but looking more
like the slums that surrounded the beaches of Brazil. He walked the block to
the disaster and saw Emerson sitting on the stoop with a few of his fellow
workers waiting for Mr. Hollander to arrive. It was the Sunday after the party
in Bushwick and Emerson felt enough of responsibility to be at the meeting
place early to meet easy arrivals and new members, to adjust the seats, and
start the meeting at its scheduled time 1:00pm. It was approaching noon.
"Does anyone have Mr. Hollander's number? Perhaps he's home."
"Why don't we
just walk over; I know where he lives."
"Okay you go;
I'll wait here in case any else shows up. Hey, get me a cappuccino at the Cuban
place on the corner while you're there," and Emerson stood looked left and
right for any reason to stay, and walked to see if Mr. Hollander was home, or
at least get a few cappuccinos.
Mr. Hollander was met
on the way to the Cuban place heading toward the tenement. "We're you
looking for me? Here I am."
"Hey, do you
want a cappuccino," asked Emerson politely but Shemp had already had his
coffee; he raised a paper cup he held by the bottom. Shemp said he would open
the grate to fire up the kitchen with bags of ate for the others and not to
worry and that's what he did, by then, another three homeless young men and
women in urban attire were waiting, too. The Food Not Bombs staff was discarded
corn, tomatoes, chick peas, and rice they found in the Griswold’s dumpster a
few hours before the carting truck arrived. With the spices added,
everyone agreed it was rather yummy.
At IWW
meetings, Emerson proposed reactions to the staging of the 2004 Republican
National Convention at Madison Square Garden, a slap in the face to New
Yorkers, Emerson thought to a city where almost four thousand lives were
obliterated due to the benign neglect of the Republicans in power, not to
mention the hundreds of police officers and fire fighters who perished, the men
killed when ordered by the mayor and police commissioner to enter the burning
first tower without adequate protection or means of communication.
The Republican
Convention to re-nominate George W. Bush and Dick Cheney for four more years
was set to take place in Manhattan from August 30th to September 2nd
and New Yorkers were warned: Stay out of midtown that week. It was declared a National
Special Security Event by the Department of Homeland Security and the Secret
Service was put in charge of coordinating the FBI and NYPD into a crescendo of
police presence, a presence that hadn’t abated since the Twin Towers were
leveled three years earlier. Citizens of New York, with their own security and
convenience at stake, were told it was a better idea not to be on the streets
essentially handing over Manhattan to conventioneers, and the police.
Seventy million
dollars in hardware, software, weapons, surveillance, and human resources was
paid, from federal and local tax dollars. Ten thousand police officers were
given over-time pay as “Hercules Teams” in full riot gear and body armor, with
submachine guns and rifles. All commuters on trains and buses passing through
Midtown were scrutinized and often stopped and frisked, especially if they
looked the racial profile targeted. Emerson was more determined to give the
visitors a proper New York welcome, with a Bronx cheer.
Buses across
intersections were parked to cordon off the area. All employees within the zone
were subjected search and bomb-sniffing dogs. Protest groups, even the IWW NYC
GMB was infiltrated, with dossiers compiled on it and others. Almost two
thousand people were arrested and finger-printed in pre-emptive strikes against
possible disturbances.
Emerson said, “They
can’t get me. There is space between those bumpers in the bus barricades. I will
get inside their zone, easily,” and he did.
Obstructionists and
spies abounded, not to mention jealous egotists within the union; they hindered
any formidable reaction. For instance, Eupheus Crutch reminded members at
meetings how sabotage, the main tactic of organizing workers against the ruling
class, was disavowed officially by the Wobbly brass. Emerson thought, with Crutch,
the NYPD didn’t need to send another spy; they already had one embedded.
That first evening,
getting off the subway at 23rd Street and walking up past the flower
wholesalers on Avenue of the Americas, Emerson easily infiltrated the line of
parked police busses at Herald Square and walked along 34th Street
smilingly as bus after bus of delegates queued up to walk their way to 7th
Avenue and enter Madison Square Garden. Macy’s was awash with Texas-accented
ladies and Arizona rhinestone cowboy-hated old prune-skinned gentlemen each
wanting a taste of that Yankee commercial ingenuity. Emerson just had to see
all the conservative clowns for himself.
“Hello, y’all,
welcome to New York! Have a nice day,” he shouted gleefully, bowing, and when
they smiled back, nodding receptively, he added, “And make sure you go fuck
yourselves, too. That’s right. Yes, M’am; you, too,” he repeated again and
again down the queue as a thousand delegates looked back at him aghast. “Remember
to go fuck yourself, and have a nice day, too,” he repeated. If a man looked at
him like an honorary varmint, he repeated, “That’s right y’all, remember to fuck
your mama up the ass, too.” Then he repeated it down the line. He was even
thinking of joining the line with a name tag he found on the street and
entering Madison Square Garden himself but that would have been boring, he
thought, though not impossible. Emerson couldn’t count how many people had
their stay in New York tarnished by him. The police, over-confidant, didn’t
bother to throw a police dog in them there woods. Emerson wished his comrades
had half the balls he had; they would have been rewarded with all the upset
faces he saw, without anyone needing to know. “Have a nice day. Now, get the
fuck out of my city!” he repeated, but he was all alone.
One police officer,
on his way out, dared to accost Emerson and body searched him. Emerson merely
noted his badge number, found his precinct, knew the shift change, followed him
home in his car, and learned where he lived. Later, he took revenge; he found
some soft dog shit, shoveled it into a brown paper, placed it on the officers
front stoop, lit it on fire, rang the doorbell, then stood away out of sight to
watch the law officer splatter shit all over his clothes and front door as he stamped
on the bag with his foot to put out the flames. It was cheap thrills like that
which kept Emerson sane.
Emerson once told me
it was always fun to type, not print, triple-x magazine subscription forms and
have them addressed to the officer’s home, too. Pedophile magazine
subscriptions, or a magazine itself, were the best, so long as he left a typed anonymous
note alerting his chief to his dastardly deed. The police had become the
enemies of the people by then.
So what if he was the
only one? He knew he wasn’t. But if Jack Covert could pretend he was doing
clandestine Anarchism with-mail messages to Tasmanian butterflies that would
flutter their wings and start a typhoon in Asia; if he was doing that as an
excuse to cover up is pedophiliac trysts, surely Emerson could do it as it was
meant to be; for the good of common people.
So it was that
Emerson exercised his idea for bringing lower Manhattan to a halt at the heart
of the Republican Convention, just when the buggers were in recess and
encouraged to see the ruins of the World Trade Center and lay a wreath.
Emerson got the idea
from the Surveillance Camera Players who would use the cameras around town to
put on political art shows. The group formed in 1996 by Bill Brown would find a
surveillance camera in an advantageous location and use it to stage shows of
enlightenment. The monitors, in public places could be watched as you would
watch a TV. Without sound, the players used word bubbles to show what the
characters were saying. For example, they did a show on the tenth anniversary
of the Berlin Wall coming down. They found a chunk of the wall being exhibited
near a camera on 52nd Street and they performed Wilhelm Reich’s “The
Mass Psychology of Fascism” for those nearby to see. They announced the viewing
on Indymedia.
For the convention,
the players were doing a piece on the death of American democracy for a monitor
outside the turnstiles at the Rector Street subway station, closest to the
sight of the World Trade Center. Emerson thought he would participate the best
way he knew how. He figured the police would try to disperse the crowd gathered
to watch the Surveillance Players production. Emerson went underground to throw
a wrench into the mix and distract the police to buy the Surveillance Players
more time to perform. Emerson was going to bring the subway to a standstill.
Emerson told me the
way to stop the trains was to pull the emergency brake cord hanging outside the
motorman’s booth inside the subway train. The conductor would have to go
through the train to find the car in which the cord was pulled and re-set it so
the train could resume running. It would create a bottleneck for the trains
following behind it. The RR train which ran from Herald Square near Madison
square Garden passed by the now closed Cortland Street WTC Station but stopped
a few short blocks north at City Hall and south at Rector Street; that’s where
most of the delegates instructed to take the train would alight. Stopping the
train would cause chaos possibly complicating the Republican ceremony above
ground. The problem was, if Emerson pulled the red wooden knob at the end of
the cord, the delegates in the car would see him pull it and he would be
arrested immediately when the police arrived.
The trick went like
this: Emerson got into the last car of the train at the first stop in Astoria,
Queens. With the car empty awaiting its scheduled run, he took out thin
transparent fishing line and tied an end around the emergency cord near the
wooden knob. The line was loose and gently stuffed behind an aluminum corner
guard to the subway car floor. It ran by his side as he sat in the corner seat
holding the other end of the line with his shoe. He put in his earphones and
turned the portable CD player on: “Volunteers of America,” Jefferson Airplane. As
the train went south down Broadway, it started filling with passengers. At 34th
Street, the car became jammed with conventioneers heading to the WTC ceremony;
not a space was open. When the train left the Canal Street Station, it curved
west to meet Cortland Street. Emerson bent down as the train screeched through
the curve as if to tie his shoe, pulled the cord, and stopped the train. The
fishing line snapped and dropped off the cord. Emerson sat straight and acted
naturally. Passengers nearly toppled over as the train came to a sudden halt;
the air brakes locked.
Emerson knew it would
take a good half hour for the conductor to reach the last car and re-set the
brake. By then, the system would be backed-up in shambles, the Garden party
ruined for the moment. By then, it was Buffalo Springfield on the portable CD
player: “Sit down, I think I love you.” He sat back, tried to relax in the
terrified delegate-packed car, and rode the music down to South Ferry, got out,
and joined the Statue of Liberty in a toast before heading home. He read about
the delayed ceremony the next day in the New York Times, one sentence in a
long-winded commemorative story in a special pull-out section.
(WRITE ABOUT THE FUND
RAISER HERE)
On January, 20th,
2005, at the 2005 Presidential Inauguration, two thousand anarchists
participated in an inspiring display of resistance with direct action. Emerson
was there with his Fellow Workers from the New York City General Membership
Branch of the Industrial Workers of the World.
The DC
Anti-War Network (DAWN) had planned a rally at Malcolm X Park. When Emerson
arrived speakers on stage were there damning the evils of the Bush Agenda.
There had been a call for a “Militant Anti-Fascist Contingent” there so Emerson
looked for the black flags of Anarchism and the red and black flags of
Anarcho-Syndicalism
Emerson felt
like a member of a small community, dressed in black with their faces covered
to conceal their identities and to stay warm. They all shared a common identity.
At eleven o’clock,
there was a commotion from behind him. “Fuck Nazi Sympathies” was chanted at
them, a neo-fascist organization started a few years earlier which received
funding from conservative organizations to show up at anti-war demonstrations
to act as counter-protesters. There was a lot of anger and Emerson knew it was
going to be a show-down. “The Proto-Fascist Bush Regime was having its
coronation later that day,” thought Emerson. Some tried to rip the signs out of
the hands of Emerson and his comrades. There was some kicking and yelling but,
finally, the fascists were pushed back to a hill and forced to flee the park.
The contingent slowly re-formed and prepared for the march.
At noon on 16th
Street and “Q”, Emerson walking with the three-hundred strong contingent broke
off from the main march and made their way to Logan Circle for the Anarchist
march and anti-Authoritarian Bloc. It was an un-permitted march and the police
followed them along on their motorcycles.
Outmaneuvering
the police several times, they made their way to Logan Circle to meet other
contingents. A large Anarchist banner supported by PVC pipes was held by the
brothers and sisters at the front of the now two-thousand strong contingent. They
began marching out of Logan Circle. The police presence was incredible.
“What’s the
solution?”
“PEOPLES’
REVOLUTION!”
“What’s the
reaction?”
“DIRECT
ACTION!” was chanted repeatedly, loudly. Emerson felt a great deal of pride as
he marched. This was the last chance to save the nation.
The police
looked like they were going to keep Emerson and his comrades where they were
and not allow them to move forward. Calls of “Keep it tight” and “Tighten up!”
were heard throughout the contingent as they became concerned that if they were
spread out too much, they would be easily dispersed. But someone noticed a
snow-covered but easily passable parking lot to their left and they crossed. “”Why
the fuck are we stopped? Go left! Go left!” Some brothers and sisters made
snowballs and threw them at the police. One hit a police officer on the top of
his head. He was wearing a helmet. They kept marching until, finally, they were
stopped by police who blocked the entire street. There was no way for Emerson
and his comrades to pass. The police began to push and shove the brothers and
sisters at the front of the contingent. A count of: “One! Two! Three” was heard
and on “Three!” they all rushed forward pushing back the police who had
disrupted their peaceful march.
With fear in
their eyes, the police started swinging their telescopic batons and began to
pepper spray Emerson and his comrades. He yelled out, “Pepper Spray! Pepper
Spray!” to alert those behind him and turned his own head away to avoid being
sprayed. There were some in front of Emerson who were not prepared with eye
protection and were pulled from the front with shouts of “Medic” taking the
place of screams. The street medics in their contingent went to their aid.
They began to
fall back as the police became more violent. One officer crouched down low,
held his baton like a baseball bat and shouted “Come on!” to Emerson’s
contingent. Emerson saw a fellow in his contingent, soaking wet from tear gas,
getting slammed onto a car. The officers then pushed him to the ground and were
just about to beat him when they managed to distract him and move away and
avoid arrest. The contingent split and moved back. There were calls to stay in
the street and lock arms. Emerson noticed many more inexperienced brothers
ignoring the pleas and left him no choice but to flee.
It was two o’clock
on 14th and Pennsylvania. Spirits were still high. One protesters walked up to
Emerson. “Hey brother, we’re going to 14th and “H. Cell phone text
messaging played an important part in spreading intelligence. Those who had signed
up were quick to make collective decisions. Reports came in of more pepper
spraying.
Emerson took
the opportunity to find an open convenience store to get a bite to eat, and
then he read on his cell phone, “Spontaneous street party on Connecticut and “L”.
He tried to find his way there. Walking down Vermont he spotted another
contingent of anarchists on an unpermitted march turning onto “L” and joined
them. Three hundred strong marched through Chinatown to the cheers of
standers-buy and honking car horns of support.
“Union
Station! Union Station! Party! Party! Party!” Not to join but to disturb
Republicans there. They linked arm in arm. Two warning to9 disperse were
issued. The police, seeing their defiance, began to drive into them on
motorcycles. Emerson was nearly hit. One cop was hit in the leg by the motorcycle
of another cop. They forced their way onto the sidewalks flashing middle
fingers of defiance at the police. They were unafraid and resisted the police
state, but there were not enough of them. There are never enough brave souls to
resist the state.
They were the governor's pistoleros,"
Flavio Sosa, a leader of the more radical protesters, told the Monitor radio
network following the shootings. "Our fight is peaceful."
Photographs published online by the Mexico
City daily Reforma showed men trying to revive a shirtless man identified as
the slain photographer, who had a bullet wound in the upper torso. Other
photographs published in the online editions of other newspapers showed
pistol-carrying masked men, identified as activists.
"He had a camera in his hand. It was
obvious he was doing the work of journalism," said Al Giordano, publisher
of Narco News, an alternative Internet news site focused on Mexico and Latin
America, who said he had known Will for a decade. "It could have been you
or me."
'One more martyr'
Brad Will, who had also worked in Bolivia and
elsewhere in Latin America, had gone to Oaxaca in early October to cover the
protests there. His last story, published by Indymedia on Oct. 17, 2006 covered
the death of an activist shot earlier this month.
"One more death, one more martyr in a
dirty war," Will wrote about the slain activist 11 days ago. "One
more time to cry and hurt. One more time to know power and its ugly head."
"What can you say about this movement —
this revolutionary movement?" he continued in the article. "You know
it is building, growing, shaping — you can feel it trying desperately for a
direct democracy.”
"The
next time you scream at me in front of the students, I'll kick you in the
face," so said Jack Covert as Emerson drove them to the IWW meeting on
Rivington Street. Emerson would have stopped the car and told Jack to step out
and try to do it or just step out if they hadn't been on the BQE under the
Brooklyn Heights Promenade at the time. Instead, he continued on driving.
"The students
had voted which items to put up on the bulletin board and you just put up what
you wanted. I didn't 'scream' at you; I merely asked what you were doing."
Emerson had the feeling that, with Jack, he was dealing with a sick puppy but
he didn't know how passive-aggressive and insecure he actually was. He almost
felt pity for Jack in that he was educated and open-minded yet he held such heavy
baggage.
Emerson remembered
back to the other times he had interacted with Jack; when they met on the steps
of the high school having cigarettes, talking shop, to the advent of the Bread
& Roses Club which Emerson entertained with Mr. Blue, the student
organization faculty advisor. Emerson had chalked it up to Jack's shyness, a
shyness that seemed to be erased when he was in front of children. So long as
it didn't mask some perversion, Emerson could deal with it. When the charter
for the club was approved, Emerson took the heat and demonstrated the tenor of
the club to the founding student members and Mr. Blue who sat blubber
faced, arms barely folded across his broad mid-section, in the back of the
room. Jack sat in the back of the room, too, out of shyness. hen Emerson thought
it over, he realized that Jack sat in the back of every room that had a meeting
with adults in attendance. He didn't seem to have a problem standing in front
of sixteen-year-olds in his classes,
Emerson learned,
toward the end of their friendship, that John had a reputation questionable
behavior with female students, too; that the students had complained to their
guidance counselor that Jack seemed to flake off to asides with female students
during class. Emerson just thought it was Jack's strong hands-on teaching style
that was being misunderstood and gave him the benefit of the doubt; the
students weren't very good judges of teaching methodology. That was until some
fishy business started swimming up with Jack. One of the young ladies that Jack
cozied up to was a Hungarian student of his who joined the club. Emerson
realized that it was in deference to her at the bulletin board in the hallway
that day that mortified Jack enough to threaten to kick Emerson in the
face.
Before Bread &
Roses Club meetings, Emerson would approach Jack to discuss what the meeting
would focus on; would there be a fund-raiser or a trip to discuss or perhaps a
lesson from labor history to bring out.
"We'll just let
it happen," said Jack.
"We can't just
let it happen. What if Mr. Blue or the principal walk in and ask us what we're
doing?"
"Why are you
worried about that?"
"I'm not worried
about that; we just have to decide."
"Calm down;
there you go again," said Jack quietly annoyed.
"I'm not doing
'anything again, Jack," said Emerson frustrated that his college couldn't
see what seemed appropriate to him.
"How about this,
Jack; Let's alternate being faculty advisors to the club; one week you can do
what you want to do with them and the next week it will be my turn."
Emerson sat on the stool in the former drafting classroom as Jack paced the
floor slowly in contemplation. "What do you mean?"
"For example, I
will direct the students to form an agenda and discuss the procedure for doing
so with Robert's Rules and then let the club leader practice the collective
decision making with the members."
"Just let it
happen," said Jack looking up from the floor at Emerson as he paced.
"Jack, it won't
just happen unless we show the students how to do it."
"On the
alternate week, you can run the meeting and let the students do what you'd
like." Emerson thought this was a good solution to the different
methodologies each advisor brought to this club. Their hearts were in the same
place but their minds weren't. They agreed to try it.
At their next
meeting, seven students were in attendance. Jack slinked off to the side and
started talking with Marina, the Hungarian beauty. Emerson went the front of
the room and called the meeting to order. The elected student leader of the
month, Vadim, was asked to take over and run the students through the meeting
procedure; goods and welfare, announcements, approval of agenda, the
volunteering of the time-keeper and minute writer, and the meeting itself, key
point, the selection of a design for the club t-shirt. The meeting went well, all
forty minutes of it, and Mr. Covert sat next to Marina throughout. If not for
his beard, one could have mistaken him for a club member himself.
A few times after
that, in the hallways during passing between classes, Emerson noticed Jack in
hushed conversation with Marina, even escorting her out the main entrance
reserved for teachers only and chatting with her before she smiled a glance at
him and left the campus to her part-time job in a supermarket. Jack never
talked with Emerson about it and Emerson never asked him; Emerson believed that
Jack's intentions were good. He was so different from the other deadbeat
teachers at the high school. His ways could have been easily misunderstood. A few
times, colleagues had warned Emerson about Jack; that they had seen something
questionable on a computer history that he had just added to. The sites he
visited were strange, but Emerson just though these humdrum bureaucrats were just
reacting to the radical Jack was, not the predator inside.
Emerson never caught
Jack in a compromising situation with a student and neither had anyone else,
but colleagues wondered about his sexuality. Everyone had an interest in sex,
except for Jack. Teachers would sit in the cafeteria and talk about the newest
cute teacher to join the faculty or a star on TV who was particularly attractive,
gay or straight. Jack didn't seem to be interested in any of it. When Emerson
had good natured conversation with female colleagues, Jack stretched the
undertones to seem improperly flirtatious, especially if the female was a
lesbian. Jack liked it when Emerson was brushed off, but no one could brush off
Jack; he was unapproachable to anyone but the administrator who hired him and
the female student he impressed.
The alternate week
meetings that Jack facilitated were chaotic. Emerson held his tongue and acted
as a minute writer when no one volunteered or a time keeper when there was
something on the agenda to keep time for; usually there wasn't. Jack jumped
from one topic to another and bore down on a student with a question to see if
he was paying attention, a task in itself since there wasn't a focus to pay
attention to. Only Jack's convoluted reasoning patterns were the agenda; the students
simply enjoyed the banter and forget why they were at a club meeting. Before
anyone could realize it, the bell had runs and the period was over.
After going on like
this for a few weeks, the students started requesting Emerson to give direction
to the meeting. Emerson, who had held his tongue, discussed the situation with
Jack.
"The children
would like to organize a trip. I told them it was a good idea," Emerson
said to Jack. "They don't understand what you wanted them to do last week.
They don't understand when you talk with them about anarchism; they don't know
what you mean." Jack started shuffling his feet in nervousness. "They
just want to have fun. They asked me to show them some places they could take a
trip to. Do you have any plans for the next meeting?"
"What do you
mean?"
"Is there
anything you want them to put on the agenda?"
"It's up to
them."
"They want to
talk about the trip."
"So, let
them."
"Would you mind
if suggested some places to go?"
"No."
"Do you have any
suggestions?"
"We could go do
silk screening at ABC No Rio."
"Okay bring that
up. We will have to get it approved though," said Emerson. Mr. Blue wants
to know where we are taking them." Emerson was as daring as Jack and liked
the idea.
When the next meeting
started, John milled around as the seven students chatted and had their snacks.
Emerson, looking at his watch, waited for John to call the meeting to order,
but it wasn't happening. Finally, Jack stood up and said, "Alright, where
can you find out about the martyrs in the Spanish Revolution?"
"On the
web," called out one student flippantly.
"Exactly,"
said Jack and went on talking about George Orwell involvement in Spain before
World War II and Franco and the need for workers to take charge and run the
factories themselves.
"Jack, don't we
have something to do at the meeting today?" asked Emerson above the din of
rowdy students. "The trip? The trip."
Jack stared at
Emerson for having the nerve to tell him what to do and break his dream of
consciousness.
"Why don't you
do what you want," said Jack, put a disgusted look on his face, grabbed
his bag, and walked out of the room.
"What's wrong
with Mr. Covert?" A student who had seen the move asked.
"Oh, he had to
get something upstairs." Emerson stood up and roused the club to order.
There was still twenty minutes left in the period. "Didn't you want to
discuss our club trip?"
When the students
chatting in the back heard the magic word "trip" they stopped talking
and paid attention.
"Let's go to
Great Adventure," said one student and a few other boys started loudly
agreeing with the suggestion.
"Now what does
Great Adventure have to do which what we are doing in this club?" Emerson
had said that the choices had to do with sweatshops and factory workers or
labor history. He reminded the students. Three or four agreed that their club
trip shouldn't be to Great Adventure.
The meeting went on
with Vadim as the point person, asking students to choose from a number of
places around the city that Mr. Davinsky and Mr. Covert had suggested. One
student wanted to go to a foster home for children that his religious mother
volunteered at. At the end of the period, it was decided, by majority 5 to 2
vote, to go to the Lower Eastside Tenement Museum.
Later, Emerson met Jack
in the teachers' cafeteria. Jack wasn't happy as he peeled his blood orange.
Emerson smiled. He was going to tell Jack about the student vote after he got
his lunch tray from the counter, but when Emerson turned around with his food to
sit back down, Jack was gone.
It was the last
meeting Jack attended the Bread & Roses Club. He left Emerson to explain
where he was but Emerson wouldn't explain why Jack decided to leave because
Emerson didn't know what to tell the students. Emerson would have to find someone
else to escort the children with him on the trip. Jack still went outside to
smoke cigarettes with the others, including Emerson, but it was different now.
When Emerson came out, Jack went inside.
"Your friend is
angry with you, Emerson," said Lao You-Tiao.
"I don't know if
he's my friend anymore."
"Oh come on. It
can't be that serious."
"That's what I
thought but he just walked out of the club meeting."
"I'll talk with
him," said Mr. Lao. Mr. Lao's best friends at the school were Emerson and
Jack. If they weren't talking to one another, what would he do? He would
have to speak with each one separately.
Marty's pants returned to the seat below his body while
Mr. Turd, Mr. Petersburg, Ms. Sweirdo, and Mr. Guadeloupe, Mr. Popovich. Peter
Silecchia Mussolini
Ms. Elmira
Sweirdo’s gift to humanity was her clean conspiracies, using the union as a
cover, to insure that no one was seen as union savvy as she was; she worked
hard at it reading all the bulletins and newsletters from the Board of
Education concerning workers. The retirees at I.C.E. were titillated by her in
the audacity of her obstruction. They thrilled at the gossipy counterbalance of
union personalities at Norman Thomas High School. They fancied themselves the
opposition group to the mainstream and other opposition group; the middle path.
To them, Emerson vs. Combs and Sweirdo were spy vs. spies a la Mad Magazine;
they loved to see them get under each others’ skins. How delightful their
cooperative destruction of Emerson. It didn’t matter that Emerson had joined
I.C.E. for support; ultimately he was an enemy to I.C.E. leaders’ authority,
too; he had to be neutralized.
When the
top-down decision-making of Harry Combs was questioned, his storm troopers, Ms.
Sweirdo and a damaged-goods veteran teacher named Silecchia Mussolini, came out
of the chalk bins to back him up. When collective decision making and meeting
procedure of Roberts’ Rules was quoted, and seemed to the faculty to be
working, it had to be sabotaged so they could keep their authority. Ms. Sweirdo
had an advantage over her adversaries in the school union chapter; she was able
to get the principal to loathe her for her slide insistence on rules to form
over what was the best thing to do for the school, even if it meant hurting the
faculty in the process.
When Emerson
found there was agreement in the faculty to form a discussion group in addition
to the chapter meeting, they needed a room to meet and have their discussion.
The date and time were chosen and the staff, all included, were invited. None
of the members of the chapter committee decided to come; a boycott. Emerson and
the others didn’t mind because they knew they would try to take over the
meeting and filibuster any discussion.
One room
needed to be found. An empty music room with no class scheduled was located.
The principal was informed that they were exercising their union rights, after
school time, and she approved. But after the meeting, Ms. Sweirdo said she was
called in to the principal’s office to be scolded for choosing a room without
getting permission. Instead of saying she wasn’t involved with the meeting and
letting cooler heads prevail, she sabotaged the good will that was created. She
assumed responsibility for the meeting and must have irked the principal with
her rude attitude so much that the committee was not allowed to ever meet in
the building again. The funny thing was, and this was strange: Emerson and the
other faculty never bothered to confirm from the principal that this edict of
hers was true; Ms. Sweirdo could have made it all up; that’s how much residual
power she had over the frail staff.
There was
another incident Emerson used to refer to, after the time he had engaged the
support of I.C.E. and got the candidates for the citywide election to agree to
campaign at Norman Thomas High School. The room and time were set and announced
over the time clock and on the U.F.T. bulletin boards. Ms. Sweirdo, Mr. Turd,
Mr. Petersburg, Mr. Guadeloupe, and Mr. Popovich joined Chapter Leader Harry
Combs in intimidating the staff not to go to the meeting. Teachers are very
easy to give up a fight with their “who needs this” attitude. They didn’t need
the cold shoulders of the committee next time they needed a favor from the
union, the union to them being an agency that helped from above and not a part
of. They stayed away from meeting the other opposition group’s candidates.
It was most
revealing to Emerson how, after the miniscule turn-out at the meeting, attended
only by Emerson’s closest colleagues, the hierarchy at I.C.E. made fun of
Emerson for not getting the staff to turn out instead of blaming Mr. Combs and
Ms. Sweirdo for intimidating them; they didn’t give Emerson their support.
Emerson always thought they wanted to keep their power away from him. Emerson
was boxed in by the anti-democratic obstructionists at his school as well as
the leaders of the opposition group he had gone to for support. Both were
against the collective decision making practiced at meetings of the IWW. The
teachers didn’t want to join the union; they wanted the union to work for them.
Emerson’s idea of participatory democracy scared most of the faculty, and the
caucus in power and the leaders of two opposition groups weren’t going to share
their power with the staffers.
Emerson didn’t
give up although it looked like he was fighting a losing battle. He continued
to work outside his school to make I.C.E. a strong opposition group; they
seemed more democratic than Ms. Sweirdo’s group. Emerson felt that grass root
organizing was the key to improving conditions for the staff and students at
New York City public schools. Like the industrial unionism of the IWW, all
workers in one workplace were in one union to Emerson; all had to cooperate,
parents included, to protect liberal education and workers rights. Without that
grass root empowerment, regression of community parental involvement and staff
work load would continue unabated, and finally collapse.
Emerson was a
visionary; look at what has happened in the years since he began to try to
organize the grass roots in1999. Many schools had been closed or turned into
charter schools, the probationary period a teacher waits for tenure increased
to five years, the work time longer, the work load heavier, teacher evaluations
based 50% on student test results, the firing of teachers without due process.
It was no consolation to Emerson that he had retired by then with a good
pension. He could hear the quiet tapping from the other shoe about to drop.
There was no consolation at all for his colleagues and most of the teachers he
knew who had stood by without supporting democratic reforms, actively or
passively, they would eventually be sorry they had.
The wretched
staffers that inhabit high schools all over the capitalist world, specifically
Norman Thomas High School in Midtown Manhattan, had no desire to increase their
union participation or teaching methodology. There is no more a desire to help
make students smarter. A teacher, such as Emerson Davinsky, who interacted with
students to their hearts and minds are few. The administration knew them all
too well to forgive the stubborn wickedness of their insecurity.
Emerson only liked the cafeteria matron at
school, Carol; so non-threatening. He was in the same working class as Carol
who only wished to do her best at work, be friendly to the staff, and earn the
respect of her gentle family at home. Carol, to the heart of every person a hug
and smile, a married woman, neat and jocular, at the grand-parenting age, calm
in duty and holding of tongue. Other teachers either ignored Carol or treated
her as a servant, below their contempt or competition. Not so Emerson; she was
like a sister to him, better to him than even his own sister. Administrators
didn’t bother entering the teachers’ cafeteria. Even their lunch period had
more importance to them than the staff. Carol was glad she didn’t have to serve
them.
Emerson deflected
every snub without a wisp of a breeze. He only caught the contemptuous corner
of the eye from novices too green to hide their jealousy; they thought they had
to give Emerson a hint of their contempt for him. He was as numb to their
passive-aggressiveness as they were to his sensitivity.
Years later, after he
was retired, his Facebook posts of his successes and happiness drew no comments
and almost no “likes” from former colleagues;”he knew he was still being looked
down at on from the corner of his former colleagues’ eyes; only mutual friends acknowledged
respect for his doings after he had left the school, even if they themselves still
suffered indignations from students, administration and union from within.
Emerson’s greatest
measure of success was in not hearing a word from a former colleague who hated
him, not even a comment attached to a friend’s post did he see from those jealous
minds, the ones who pretended they weren’t interested in Emerson’s idealism.
Their less than idealistic subterfuge could be tricked into assuming a
wise-assed superiority by incorrect statements of fact to which they could
chide Emerson publically not realizing that, by responding and correcting him,
they had lost at their own game. The longer Emerson kept their Facebook “friendship,”
the less they meant to him. It was like a staring contest; who would blink
first and ‘unfriend’ the other? That was the person that had forever lost until
Alzheimer’s erased the last trace of their obstruction for good for the Benny
Goodman of all.
But while the
colleagues worked in the same school, cliques brought the heat to the soldier
and melted the walls together. Mot one union chapter leader ever visited the
Bread & Roses Social Action Club or gave lip service to it. They absolutely
could not allow each other down in keeping Emerson and his students out in the
cold, just as the administration and greedy student affairs faculty advisor
Greene had. The very goal of reaching a Sweatfree school perplexed them, or at
least they pretended it perplexed them.
Years later, Emerson
saw, on-line, a YouTube conference with the hash-tag: “Putting Socialism into
the Classroom.” Tabled by three people, one of whom was a former faculty member
at Norman Thomas High School, an enemy from the school based opposition group,
it was strange for Emerson to hear her talk about the difficulties of having
students feel in their guts that socialism was better for living. Yet this
teacher had never visited the social action club Emerson was the faculty
advisor of, not only to see how it was possible, but to see how it was being
done right under her proverbial nose. He had to laugh and comment for any
innocent viewers that this teacher was one sitting in a cave staring at a
picture of a star when there was a real socialist star right there in her work
place.
Emerson, sitting on
the bench up the Han River in Taichung, said he took another deep breath of the
stalk soaked air being burned from the rice paddies behind him, watched the
progress of a beautiful red beetle as he swept it off his pant leg and it
crossed his feet, looked at the warm green mountains to the east, the handsome
joggers passing by behind him, and in his retirement, turned the page, closed
the book, listened to the birds sing as they few across the sky, and headed
back to his comfortable home on the sweetest bike he had ever owned.